Photo by Sean Quillen

 

I look back at myself climbing the nine mile
Bright Angel trail of the Grand Canyon:
halfway, she runs out of water, and must
panhandle sips from passing hikers,
then pour trickles over her hot head.

I love this woman who never hiked,
who practiced for months, who learned
she could helicopter out only if she broke
her leg, who learned too late she could
have sent her belongings on a mule.

She lightened her load carrying less water,
causing problems for herself and friend.
I love that woman with all her foibles
I reach for her, want to hold her,
but, like Eurydice, she’s gone.

By Jeanie Greensfelder

Jeanie Greensfelder served as the San Luis Obispo County poet laureate during 2017 and 2018. Her poems have been published at American Life in Poetry, Writer’s Almanac, and Poetry Foundation’s Poem of the Day; in the anthologies “Paris, Etc.” and “Pushing the Envelope: Epistolary Poems”; and in the journals Miramar, Thema, Askew, Persimmon Tree, and others. Her books include “Biting the Apple,” “Marriage and Other Leaps of Faith,” and “I Got What I Came For.”